Tuesday, September 30, 2014

community





 Starlings. These birds were first brought to this continent by man who wanted to honor Shakespeare.  He brought them to central park and from there they have become a prevalent songbird across the continent (http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/european_starling/id). I've always thought they were a nuisance but while listening to my tree, I have become enamored with their squawking, their chatter, their cluck, their song.  I tried to capture it on video--not very successfully.  

For a better listen go to http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/european_starling/sounds and listen to the first recording. 

I started researching starlings because they are eating my apples.  They show up in noisy clusters and move through the tree pecking at, and eating the still hanging fruit.  As they eat they chatter and chortle and whistle.  It's not a pretty sound but it's definitely alive and vibrant.  

So, as I began researching and found the fact about how they got to this continent then I found this. You must watch this.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1Q-EbX6dso  Watch it.  Please. That nondescript bird does this.  

This is what a seemingly unimportant, unimpressive creature can do if he unites with others--truly unites and believes in the community.  If we could somehow come together this way    

Thursday, September 25, 2014

underdog

from Flikr online
      Underdog
      I’m for the little guy –
      Blue black tan gray green red white
      I’m for the guy that lost the fight
      That day on the school yard
      When the bully stole the nerd’s hat,
      And the nerd let him have it –
      The hat that is. And it wasn’t right.
      Demanded fight.
      So the little guy Nobody stepped forward
      And said ‘Hey, you can’t do things like that.’
      And the bully laughed, ‘Oh yeah. Watch this!’
      And pushed Nobody’s face/into the chain link fence;
      Massaged it there/while the nerd looked on
      Mewling,/’It’s only a hat. It’s only a hat.’
      Until the little guy Nobody
      Had had enough of being a hero,
      Feeling the knots of the chain link fence
      Cut into his cheek,
      And called it quits.
      I’m for that guy
      Walkin’ away feelin’ like s--t,
      Feelin’ as if he’d lost somethin’
      Losin’ to a guy twice his size –
      Because, in the movies
      A real hero chops those bullies down,
      Sets right the situation.
      But it never worked out that way for this kid
      Righteous though he was.
      And in his lifetime he found out
      That bullies were always winning,
      And the nerds were always helpless.
      And caught between them,
      Forever pathetically engaged,
      Were guys like him
      Trying to set things right,
      Trying to undo the damage,
      Trying to live in accordance with ancient ideals
      That even in ancient times
      Must have been just that,
      Ideals.
      But what the hell. I’m for him,
      Whoever he is –
      Because, even today,
      When it comes to a stolen hat,
      A stolen chance,
      A stolen you name it,
      He stands up right in the face of it,
      Come what may, and says,
      Hey. Hey. You can’t do things like that!

                                                Marc Smith The United States of Poetry 

I tend to root for the underdog. Actually, that's an understatement; I always root for the underdog.

Well, this is the story of an underdog winning:

Midsummer, I was at the nursery as I often am, and I spied a plant that was discounted because it was sort of sick looking.  (The nursery often puts undesirable plants on sale.)  I felt bad for the plant--about 6 inches tall and in a four inch pot, it had yellowing leaves and vivid blue flowers.  I bought it not because it would fit my aesthetic, but because I felt bad for it.  It was trying to live, to be beautiful, and it was homeless.  I took it home and planted it even though it didn't fit with its surrounding flowers.  It thrived.



It continued to bloom and grow, but, honestly, it never captured my heart the way the surrounding wild geraniums had.  It never made a splash with the bees and butterflies the way the already spent bee-balm had.  It simply bloomed and its leaves curled in as if it was not quite sure it liked me or my garden any more than I like it.  Then, it started growing pods, long giant, green green-bean like pods--not pretty.  Then the pods began to yellow--still not pretty.

On September 22, one of the pods burst.  At first I thought I was seeing a spider's web.  There was this white ethereal film in the foliage.
Wes Reid's photo 9/19
 I looked closer and realized I was seeing seeds something like those from a dandelion but much bigger.  Inside the now open pod were hundreds (if not thousands) of the compacted seeds.  Once released, the seeds were silky white ballerinas that danced in the breeze.

I was taken by the gift from my underdog.  I can only hope the seeds settle in and next year those blue flowers mingle with the geraniums and the bee-balm that seed in a much less glorious way.

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Seeing

I've spent thousands of hours in my backyard so I genuinely didn't expect to notice anything new.  Actually, I'm not sure if I have noticed anything I have not seen before; what's different is the lens I'm seeing through.  Instead of looking to see if things are dry and need water, I'm looking to see what I can see. 

I'm sure I've seen little blue-white butterflies (a long tailed blue butterfly) before but I never saw the orange eye on their wing.   


from: The Firefly Forest: Discovering and Enjoying Nature


I wonder if the eye is about scaring off predators?   "The butterfly had little color except for orange eye shaped spots on the lower back corner of his wings.  The orange mirrored the orange of the flower."   Field-notes, 9/15

I've seen thousands of slugs but never paid attention to how quickly they can move.  I plan to find out if they are what is so quickly devouring my fallen apples.  I think it's going to take a trip outside with a flashlight to find out if the slugs are working alone or if there are other night dwellers joining in.   "...this one [fallen apple] had a relatively large slug feasting on the broken and softening flesh. The apple was sort of bubbling in its wound and the slug was bellied up to the sweet liquid." Field-notes, 9/14

I've seen those little birds (lesser finches)--about three inches from beak to tale.
I've seen the deeper yellow male and the more grey female.  I've seen them in the garden but never looked closely at what they are doing.  "They seemed to be gathering seeds out of the spent flower pods. The worked quickly and silently--holding on sideways to the swaying plant and twisting to gather their food." Field-notes, 9/13 
Field-notes 9/13

I wonder if, when these creatures see me, they see me? Or am I simply an annoyance to be avoided?  A part of the backdrop of their world?  Do they see any beauty in my existance?